more obsessions! yay!
Posted: Thu Aug 22, 2013 8:44 am
having tons of sexual obsessions. won't get into specifics but one keeps popping up on top of the other. i've been working on floating through them and accepting them as just thoughts but i was wondering by accepting i should let my mind keep going deeper and more vividly into the thought. for example ' i have the thought about children being molested every time i see a child, should i let my mind keep imagining the disgusting details of a child being molested or throw the stop sign up right after i have the thought 'theres a kid and i think of them being molested when i see one'. any thoughts would be appreciated. i'm really trying to under react to these thoughts but they don't seem to be diminishing, only increasing. i'm not new to this by any means but i don't think i've ever been quite this bombarded constantly.