Posted: Thu Nov 13, 2008 2:04 pm
Well im not scared of Multiple Personalities anymore, Ive come to the point where I say..."If I have it, then what?"....
Then I play out the situation in my head
"I would go get treatment and get better"
" I wonder How much would that cost? Lol" (I try and make it sound funny)
OR
"At least I still get to play guitar"
Then I go further
"If I got treatment I would keep living my life, nobody really dies from mental illness"
Then
"I would be happy that I overcame something like that"
Then
I would have a succesful, full life that revolves around my caring attitude and generous nature
Then..Then..It all turns out positive.I keep going..and Im not scared of that crap anymore. I get depresonalized yes, but thats a symptom of anxiety and im not scared. Having anxiety since I was born (I bit my fingernails when I was a toddler and was worried), I realize that its nothing more than that.
Then I play out the situation in my head
"I would go get treatment and get better"
" I wonder How much would that cost? Lol" (I try and make it sound funny)
OR
"At least I still get to play guitar"
Then I go further
"If I got treatment I would keep living my life, nobody really dies from mental illness"
Then
"I would be happy that I overcame something like that"
Then
I would have a succesful, full life that revolves around my caring attitude and generous nature
Then..Then..It all turns out positive.I keep going..and Im not scared of that crap anymore. I get depresonalized yes, but thats a symptom of anxiety and im not scared. Having anxiety since I was born (I bit my fingernails when I was a toddler and was worried), I realize that its nothing more than that.