Stress Center Peer Support

Hi everybody
does anybody have the scary thought of being dianosed with Bipolar disorder??? I feel like I just cant except that what I have is anxiety. I constantly look up symptoms of Bipolar disorder and they scare me so bad I have convinced myself that this is what i have cause it comes and goes sometimes im happy and feel good and the next minute I am having anxiety i get racing thought and of course that a symptom of bipolar disorder ugghh i cant live like this i anymore i feel so helpless any positive feedback would be appreciated

I have bipolar disorder, And believe me, Its not as bad as some people say it is. Whats the worst that could happen? You have bipolar disorder and the doctor just gives you medicine? Is that really "that" bad.