Waiting on the program to arrive.
I recently ordered the program and am looking forward to starting. I always thought I had panic attacks, but met a couple people who actually did and realized my anxiety didn't come close to their attacks. But I struggle with serious anxiety and stress and have finally come to grips with my problems and recently started therapy. I don't know if I'm bipolar, DID (disassociated identity disorder), BPD (borderline personality disorder) or just escaping reality. I am transgendered (MtoF) and live a double life. Years ago, a psychyatrist said it may have manifested after I was mugged to within an inch of my life when I was 14. I don't know. So I'm hoping between my terapist, this program, and the Lord, I may be able to cope with life and press forward no matter where it leads. I was hoping since I am just starting out, I might find someone here empathetic, or at least sympathic, to my plight. Needless to say, I am a very creative person and am androgynous by nature. Lisa is my femme personality. Thank you for reading.
Last edited by Liz* on Thu Oct 14, 2010 11:48 pm, edited 1 time in total.
You're very sweet and quite welcome. The encouragment from others makes me so grateful that people are people and we all struggle with a variety of issues. Mine is certainly taboo and not many people can understand my desire to express both my male and female personalities. Thanks again for your comment.