Posted: Mon Nov 03, 2008 6:11 am
Hi everyone. I'm new. I just started the program on Saturday, 11/1. I suffer from generalized anxiety and panic disorder (which I've controlled with meds) which has been under control until 10/25 when I had my first panic attack in years. Now, I spend every minute of my day with a knot in my stomach and worry in my head. I'm having major anticipatory anxiety...everything I face, I think, "Oh no, will that make me anxious," which makes me anxious in itself. I'm having trouble eating which is making me weak and I'm sure more anxious. Falling asleep hasn't been too difficult but as soon as I wake up (no matter what time it is) I can't go back to sleep and I just lie there feeling anxious until it's time to actually get up.
I know I must think positively and that it will pass but as you all know, when you're in the midst of anxiety, it's hard to remember that one day, it will be okay again. One day, my anxiety won't consume every minute and every thought. One day, I will feel happiness again instead of fear and hopelessness.
I've talked to my counselor, talked to my doctor, and am going to an accupuncturist. I'm hoping this will make the difference.
I am hoping, with every fiber of my being, that this program will give me the strength to make it through and the skills to keep my anxiety under control in the future.
I guess what I could really use is some encouragement. Someone tell me that this program worked or is working for them. Someone tell me it will pass...and I will be happy again.
Thank you in advance for your kindness and support. You know how much it means.
I know I must think positively and that it will pass but as you all know, when you're in the midst of anxiety, it's hard to remember that one day, it will be okay again. One day, my anxiety won't consume every minute and every thought. One day, I will feel happiness again instead of fear and hopelessness.
I've talked to my counselor, talked to my doctor, and am going to an accupuncturist. I'm hoping this will make the difference.
I am hoping, with every fiber of my being, that this program will give me the strength to make it through and the skills to keep my anxiety under control in the future.
I guess what I could really use is some encouragement. Someone tell me that this program worked or is working for them. Someone tell me it will pass...and I will be happy again.
Thank you in advance for your kindness and support. You know how much it means.