Consumed with guilt by pain I've caused
Posted: Sun Oct 30, 2011 5:54 pm
I broke up with my BF because I am not sure he is the one and he is completely torn up. I FEEL SO GUILTY. I am so depressed over his pain. I did not interntionally hurt him whatsoever, but I'm unhappy, it's only been about 6 months, I have relationship problems, I need to work on myself, all I have is confusion. HELP ME!
I get head over heels very quickly, I rush right in and then...BAM! it's gone. He is everything I want in a man, I dont want to lose him but I also dont feel in love with him. There are a number of reasons why I am/could be like this. I dont know where to start.
I cant make decisions based on our pain and my guilt. I feel smothered and annoyed, per usual. I like to be alone and have aloen time, maybe too much? IDK
I get head over heels very quickly, I rush right in and then...BAM! it's gone. He is everything I want in a man, I dont want to lose him but I also dont feel in love with him. There are a number of reasons why I am/could be like this. I dont know where to start.
I cant make decisions based on our pain and my guilt. I feel smothered and annoyed, per usual. I like to be alone and have aloen time, maybe too much? IDK