Stress Center Peer Support

Hi everyone Happy New Year. I just wanted to ask a question that i have been stuck on for years. And its about God and my faith. I am Catholic and have a strong faith and firm believer. But a couple years ago i experience derealization( lovely thing lol) and it through my thoughts of God off. Now for some reason if someones starts talking about God or going to church it sends me back into the derealization so i void thinking about it or talking about it. My faith isnt the problem i still know i believe its just that i guess i made myself scared of that. Has anyone else done this. I kind of feel alone with it. And how do i train myslef to go back to the way i use to think??? I have come so far but this is one is kind of hanging on. Any advice or input would be great!!!! Thank you so much God Bless!

Has this question been answered yet, I thought maybe I might have answered it already, not sure?

no not yet i wrote it in two spots and have been waiting for someone to understand no luck yet lol

Are you afraid of what you believe or just had a panic attack or something like one when something was said about God? I guess the only you will know that maybe something isn't right with your belief or that it was a Panicky Sensation during a sermon and now you are connecting the two. So you'll have to be brave and go back to church or where you had this feeling and determine if it is true anxiety or your inner voice telling you something else.

This is a little complex, so that is probably why noone answered. If it happened somewhere else like your bathroom shower or grocery store than it would be easier for others to answer. Paislee