Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 6:35 am
Hi:
I have progressed to secession three and started to have difficulty writing sown all my negative emotions—seems to increase my anxiety. I mainly have moderate to sever bought of anxiety and depression when I wake up in the AM. This situation has affected my work. It makes me emotionally and physically drained. It’s hard to reframe my negative thoughts—they are obsessive. I use to just have situational anxiety, anticipating social events and public speaking, however, my anxiety has now become a daily battle. I contemplate if this daily battle is a spiritual attack from the devil. I am also having blood work done to check to see if any of my hormones are out of wack.(Has anyone heard of male menopause?) I am trying not to use any meds, but it is difficult to make it through, some days. I pray to the Lord intently and have asked Him to remove the pain, however I know His Grace is sufficient for us. I am taking two or more weeks with secession three due to maintaining a vigil at a nursing home. My mother-in-law passed away last Saturday. I ask for your prayers
Mossman
I have progressed to secession three and started to have difficulty writing sown all my negative emotions—seems to increase my anxiety. I mainly have moderate to sever bought of anxiety and depression when I wake up in the AM. This situation has affected my work. It makes me emotionally and physically drained. It’s hard to reframe my negative thoughts—they are obsessive. I use to just have situational anxiety, anticipating social events and public speaking, however, my anxiety has now become a daily battle. I contemplate if this daily battle is a spiritual attack from the devil. I am also having blood work done to check to see if any of my hormones are out of wack.(Has anyone heard of male menopause?) I am trying not to use any meds, but it is difficult to make it through, some days. I pray to the Lord intently and have asked Him to remove the pain, however I know His Grace is sufficient for us. I am taking two or more weeks with secession three due to maintaining a vigil at a nursing home. My mother-in-law passed away last Saturday. I ask for your prayers
Mossman