Posted: Sun May 04, 2008 5:56 am
I wonder if the program can help me with my health/OCD? I have some general anxiety, but my main issue is worry about my health,contamination especially HIV exposure. I have had this problem to some extent since I was 7 years old. It was absent in me for a while after my daughter was born, but it seems to have come back w/ a vengence lately. I have Lyme disease and when I found out about that It seems that my OCD took over my thinking again and now I think I have everything. I have been agoraphobic at certain points in my life. I worry so much about being in public, I see so many "threats" to me out there. I invent scenerios in my mind where I may have been exposed to HIV etc. My recent post explained my fear about the dental appt. and exposure etc. I fear going places, always looking on the ground, aftraid to touch things, sometimes afraid to sit in a chair in public places....I am in therapy and on meds (Klonopin and Celexa) but I wonder if this program can help someone with my issues. Thank you all for the support so far, and the Birthday wishes were heartwarming. I want to be normal and stop being a burden to my family due to my constant neeed for reassurance that I'm "OK". I feel more ashamed of what I put them through then anything. I don't want to be this way, I would never choose it, but sometimes it's hard for loved ones to understand that it is not something you can just "turn off".