Posted: Wed Mar 17, 2010 1:24 pm
So, I've had issues with anxiety for years and within the past two months the OCD started with scary thoughts of hurting myself and others and then CONSTANTLY worrying about it. I'm having difficulty dealing with all the uncertainty in life, all though I wouldn't want everything to be certain
I constantly fear I am going crazy or that I will lose control and hurt myself or others. I DO NOT want to, but I worry that I will. It seemed to get better for a week or so and then the thoughts came back. Now I just feel lost and like I don;t know who I am anymore. I feel down and just out of it. Some days are better than others. The past few I haven;t been worrying as much but I always feel scared and kinda hopeless.
I don;t think I am depressed because I know I will get better, I have so much to live for, I still look forward to things, I still live my life as I did before, I just worry all the time. I think I am just frustrated. I know I haven;t been dealing with OCD for that long but I dealt with anxiety for so long and finally overcame it and I don't want to go down that road again.
I trust God and I have faith in His greater plan, but I do want to feel better
Can anyone relate? Any advice? I would appreciate anything!
God bless!
I constantly fear I am going crazy or that I will lose control and hurt myself or others. I DO NOT want to, but I worry that I will. It seemed to get better for a week or so and then the thoughts came back. Now I just feel lost and like I don;t know who I am anymore. I feel down and just out of it. Some days are better than others. The past few I haven;t been worrying as much but I always feel scared and kinda hopeless.
I don;t think I am depressed because I know I will get better, I have so much to live for, I still look forward to things, I still live my life as I did before, I just worry all the time. I think I am just frustrated. I know I haven;t been dealing with OCD for that long but I dealt with anxiety for so long and finally overcame it and I don't want to go down that road again.
I trust God and I have faith in His greater plan, but I do want to feel better
Can anyone relate? Any advice? I would appreciate anything!
God bless!