Posted: Tue Dec 15, 2009 6:32 pm
Hi my name is Jauve i'm 15 ( i know i shouldn't be here but this seemed like a good place to discuss this) but anyways, last friday night my mom was going to bed and we said our goodnights i was playing a war videogame and it was pretty late. But all of a sudden, I have these thoughts of hurting my mom and they were scaring me so i turned off my videogame and these thoughts continued. These thoughts continued through the weekend and I couldn't get them out of my head. They still bother me and are now making me think I don't love my mom because now when I think of her dying it dosen't bother me like it used to . I'm so bothered that I don't even want to go to school and I just want to be alone. I'm constantly sad and tearing up because I'm wondering why I have these thoughts. I would love your input.
-Jauve
-Jauve