I am on the road to recover. There will be obstacles in my way, which I will overcome. I am moving in the right direction. Life is good.
doing pretty good here....still having some anxiety while working on my limitations....positive talk is helping....wanted to run a few times while out n about.....but was able to either talk my anxiety down or call its bluff...Im thinking I will be at this place for awhile and just have to keep re-assuring myself and working on overcoming my limitations.....guess I finally realize I cant go around them, I must meet them head on and deal with them.....
havent started the lesson yet......but hoping to listen to tape today....going to get some yard work done first.....have a great day all...
Mike
thanks for the encouragement
I cant believe we are half way through.....funny because when I look at where I am physically, it's not much better than it was several weeks ago.....but when I look at it mentally, I see a huge change in how I am beginning to think and perceive things.....so I know something is working
Lindalee
thanks for the encouragement and the congrats
general anxiety has been part of my daily life for years...relaxing is such a foreign feeling to me....you are definitely right that maybe your depression was just over-powering and covering up your general anxiety, but you are feeling something, instead of feeling numb....which, in my opinion is a good thing, even though the anxiety is uncomfortable....you are changing andyour body is just reacting....keep with it though, and dont let the anxiety scare you.....your doing great!!
Hope
thanks for the congrats!! Im so glad to hear that you did meet online, gives me some hope...not sure if Im ready for dating, but wont ever know if I dont put myself out there
I do notice that I am carrying some baggage from my last relationship, but at least I see that and am working on changing that
THH
excellent news on the water and blood work so far!! sounds like you have a good water company working with you, which is always a good thing.....I know your still waiting on the donkey's blood work, but how is he/ she doing??
just so glad to hear you are getting good results
learning to be our own safe person and not relying on reassurance from others is a huge difficult step for me also.....but, I think you handled this great!! you did not work yourself up to the point of panic, and you waited until your doctors appt instead of making yourself sick and running to the ER...it was difficult and a bit uncomfortable, but you did it!! you actually handled the whole situation the way any "normal" person would have...so be proud of yourself
she just found out about the pregnancy so it will be several weeks til we know the sex, but thanks for the congrats
I love my Vincent, so I wouldnt mind a boy......but a grandma's girl would be nice too...so it doesnt matter to me, I will be happy with just another little one to love
and thanks for the encouragement
Jamie
hope all is good and no more flat tires
ok....time to get some yard work done