The WORST mood swings-anger-irritation-annoyed....
Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2011 1:04 pm
It's so bad
Struggling with depression for over 10 years. Do not want to trying a 9th medication. Been dipping into the natural supplements. Anyone ever heard of Clarocet???
I am ruining my relationship with my boyfriend whom is SO GOOD to me and patient. I'm mean and I will fly off the handle for n reason. Then I get so depressed and I hibernate and isolate. It hurts to smile. My nerves are SHOT. I jump 10 feet in the air and unexpected noises or my dog barking. I am at war, with myself, once again. I have no motivation, people ask me questions and I am so rude to them with my answer. "Didnt you hear me the first time, why do you ask me that?, Ive told you a million times, listen when I talk" I have a great family and I treat them like shit....
I have been unemployed for over a year. I apply to jobd EVERY SINGLE DAY. I am in school, My confidence and self esteem are gone. What gives??? I've struggled for so long. My xanax helps, but I don't want to keep taking it. Been off anti depressants for a little over a month. Prozac made me moody. I'm a 28 YO female. I am all out of options. Turning it over to God helps, but is hard. He is probably annoyed at my prayers. I used to be upbeat, its gone. IDK where I went wrong. I want it all back, times 10.
Struggling with depression for over 10 years. Do not want to trying a 9th medication. Been dipping into the natural supplements. Anyone ever heard of Clarocet???
I am ruining my relationship with my boyfriend whom is SO GOOD to me and patient. I'm mean and I will fly off the handle for n reason. Then I get so depressed and I hibernate and isolate. It hurts to smile. My nerves are SHOT. I jump 10 feet in the air and unexpected noises or my dog barking. I am at war, with myself, once again. I have no motivation, people ask me questions and I am so rude to them with my answer. "Didnt you hear me the first time, why do you ask me that?, Ive told you a million times, listen when I talk" I have a great family and I treat them like shit....
I have been unemployed for over a year. I apply to jobd EVERY SINGLE DAY. I am in school, My confidence and self esteem are gone. What gives??? I've struggled for so long. My xanax helps, but I don't want to keep taking it. Been off anti depressants for a little over a month. Prozac made me moody. I'm a 28 YO female. I am all out of options. Turning it over to God helps, but is hard. He is probably annoyed at my prayers. I used to be upbeat, its gone. IDK where I went wrong. I want it all back, times 10.