Posted: Wed Oct 06, 2010 2:32 am
Lately I've been so angry, been a very bitter person. I hate that, and I don't want to feel that way. But there are things that are making me really angry..
there's a guy I liked for a month and he told me he didn't want a relationship. It hurt me a lot, and instead of acting depressed the whole time, I just put up a guard and yelled at him through text and just acted like a very angry person. I still act bitter toward him, or if he's brought up at all. I want to be able to just get over him, it wasn't that serious, but it just hurts and I'm not good at letting things go.
Also, I'm angry because I'm sick of anxiety. I'm sick of not feeling normal. I'm sick of having to take a pill every single day because there's at least one point in the day where I'm on the verge of having a panic attack because I feel like I can't breathe or something's wrong with me. I'm sick of it! It's so aggrivating, and at 19, I feel like I don't deserve to feel this way. Am I wrong? What should I do? Anger is not a good mood that I can deal with easily.
there's a guy I liked for a month and he told me he didn't want a relationship. It hurt me a lot, and instead of acting depressed the whole time, I just put up a guard and yelled at him through text and just acted like a very angry person. I still act bitter toward him, or if he's brought up at all. I want to be able to just get over him, it wasn't that serious, but it just hurts and I'm not good at letting things go.
Also, I'm angry because I'm sick of anxiety. I'm sick of not feeling normal. I'm sick of having to take a pill every single day because there's at least one point in the day where I'm on the verge of having a panic attack because I feel like I can't breathe or something's wrong with me. I'm sick of it! It's so aggrivating, and at 19, I feel like I don't deserve to feel this way. Am I wrong? What should I do? Anger is not a good mood that I can deal with easily.