Stress Center Peer Support

Hello all,
I went through the program several times and I don't seem to be receovered yet but I have definitely come a long way. I used to be housebound--probably worse than anyone and now I am working full time and drive on the highway alone! Never thought I'd do those.
BUT and here's my but....I am sooo lonely. This chronic lonliness is so hard to deal with. I am told I'm beautiful, intelligent, funny, sweet and compassionate but I never meet the "one" or can't keep his interest.
I've always thought I'd have a home--husband, kids, friends and do birthday parties...etc. What the hell happened?? I'm going to be 44 in a few days (look 29-35 I'm told). It's so discouraging. I've tried meetup.com and even organized several groups myself. I am really stuck and feel helpless.
I have no family. My mother, bless her heart is totally NOT functioning and refuses to get help and my sister who is 48 lives with her and is not functioning.That's it! That'smy family. My father passed away 3 years ago.
I feel so angry and frustrated and I'm always so outgoing and sweet to others but inside I'm in PAIN.
Anyone?
Thanks for listening.

Its really a tough situation. You must relax your self. When I suffered because of lot stress and loneliness my friend advised me to try hypnosis from thoughtsbecomereality.co.uk. They helped me through hypnotherapy and various hypnosis programs and I am able to get tremendous improvement in my confidence and self control. And Now I am able to control my stress, angry and relaxing myself with good self confidence.