Posted: Tue Nov 17, 2009 5:36 am
i decided i would take a chance and try to go to jury duty. i was sitting in the jury pool praying that i would not be called to the jury box. they were slowly eliminating the original jurors then after eliminating the 4th person i heard my name being called it was like as dream i went straight into a monster anxiety attack. i walked toward the district attorney and froze for a moment floating floating afraid i was going to faint right there in front of everyone instead i asked to approach the bench where the judge was seated. all the attorneys approached i explained to the judged that i was having an anxiety attack and asked to be dismissed. dismissal granted. i slowly left the courtroom down the hall out of the courthouse trying to look calm...outside the courthouse door into the fresh air i began hyperventilating all the way to my car i kept trying to breathe 2 in 4 out couldn't get it under control. when i got to my car i just cried all the way home because i felt like such a failure.
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