Looking for encouragement to finish this time
Posted: Sat Nov 07, 2015 12:10 pm
Hi! My name is Kim and this is my 4th attempt since 2009 to finish this program. I have struggled since a teenager with anxiety and depression. I have major medical that affects my daily life and I depend on my husband a lot for support and help. He is absolutely wonderful with helping me, no questions asked but my anxiety and guilt plagues my days. I have started this program 3 times in the past but the first time I got to week 4 and then found out I had cancer and ended up stopping the program. I then attempted the program again some time later and stop it again because of fear of the unknown of how the program would change me and same thing happened the 3rd time. I am now starting to feel the same way as I am noticing some changes already in how I am thinking, feeling, and doing things. Why do I feel scared at this point? What other suggestions does anyone have to help me continue this program. I REALLY want to finish this, I WANT to see the person I can be. Any help is so greatly appreciated!!! Thank You so very much!!!