Being hard on myself
Posted: Fri Mar 18, 2011 11:51 am
Right now I am feeling let down by myself because it is such a beautiful day outside and I am scared to leave my house. I would love to take my dogs for a walk but I am so scared that I will get heart palpitations or my heart will start racing and then send me into a panic that I wont go out. I havent been outside in over a week and it really is like pure torture for me. Before I had this problem I used to take my dogs for walks daily. My poor dogs are suffering so much because of this. Whenever I get out of my bed that start wagging their tails thinking im going to take them and then when i just go back to bed they go lay back down and look miserable. I am doing session 3 this week and I really do understand about the positive talk and to live in the moment but I just dont have enough confidence in myself right now to go outside. Its almost as if I dont trust myself. Anyways just needed to vent. Thanks for listening!