on the site first time
Posted: Mon Jan 31, 2011 11:09 pm
So, I am just starting session number three. I tried to get on here once, and wasn't able to get to the site, so maybe it was down. Anyway, I am not good at the on-line chatting thing, I am so busy, and I feel like it is a waste of my time for the most part. But....since I am doing a program to try and better myself and change things in my life, I am going to try and be more involved. I love the program so far. I have had anxiety for the last 9 years (I am 29), so I was perfectly "normal" before that and loved to do everything and go everywhere. Now, I can't even drive anywhere by myself and have become agoraphobic for small periods of time. I did counseling when I first found out what I was going through, and actually came out of it pretty well, and was functionable, but still not the same. About a year ago, I went through a very stressful situation and after that my anxiety has been getting worse and worse, every step I go forward I feel I am being knocked 2 back. I saw this program on my television about 8 years ago, and wanted to order it, but didn't have the funds. My New Years resolution was to get MY LIFE back, so I looked up the program and ordered it finally. I am glad I made this decision, and so far, I feel like the program is really helping me find myself again. I hope it just gets better and better.