Posted: Sat Sep 27, 2008 3:31 pm
I just ended my week 3 and I was doing ok but i had a scary thought that came into my head that "What if this program is brainwashing me?" It scared me because I think of brainwashing as a scary thing and thought, "Now I won't be able to listen to the tapes without that thought coming into my head." I am trying to think about how it is a behavioral change program and that my thought is silly and so what if it is brainwashing me, it's helping me be better and not telling me to kill people. I just need help to get over this thought so I can listen to the tapes and stop this thought coming into my head and getting in the way of me paying attention to my lessons.