Is there anything that doesn't make me anxious!?
Posted: Thu Jul 17, 2014 6:11 pm
I have to admit, since I started these sessions and this program, I have already seen a difference. Now I seem to be stuck. I have NO motivation to keep going...as bad as I want to get better, as much as I know I NEED this...I cannot bring myself to stay 100% on this right now.
My grandmother just got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and she doesn't want treatment, I spend my afternoons at the hospital. My marriage is on the rocks, they found a cyst on my mom's brain, the last few semesters of college are consuming me, AND I have health issues of my own. Sorry to put it out on the table but HELLO! I am only one person and feel like I am about to burst at the seams. I already have severe anxiety and depression...let's add all this to the fix while I am trying to focus on getting myself better. I also have a HUGE phobia of dying and people closest to me dying...and I have a feeling I am about to face that sooner rather than later. I am about to crack. I am really trying to hold it together for myself and everyone else but my goodness...I need prayer, and some miracles!
I am really trying in every aspect right now, but all I see is a dark hole in front of me. Session 2 came at a perfect time because I have had to talk myself down from these attacks since all this is happening at once. Lord help me...
Anyone have any encouragement or have been in my boat? Because I am about to jump into the water!
-Lyss
My grandmother just got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and she doesn't want treatment, I spend my afternoons at the hospital. My marriage is on the rocks, they found a cyst on my mom's brain, the last few semesters of college are consuming me, AND I have health issues of my own. Sorry to put it out on the table but HELLO! I am only one person and feel like I am about to burst at the seams. I already have severe anxiety and depression...let's add all this to the fix while I am trying to focus on getting myself better. I also have a HUGE phobia of dying and people closest to me dying...and I have a feeling I am about to face that sooner rather than later. I am about to crack. I am really trying to hold it together for myself and everyone else but my goodness...I need prayer, and some miracles!
I am really trying in every aspect right now, but all I see is a dark hole in front of me. Session 2 came at a perfect time because I have had to talk myself down from these attacks since all this is happening at once. Lord help me...
Anyone have any encouragement or have been in my boat? Because I am about to jump into the water!
-Lyss