carpal tunnel with the program
Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2011 7:49 pm
The program seems good, but I'm still losing hope.
Every day I'm in pain. I'm still young... in my 20's... and have carpal tunnel.
It hurts to type in this forum. I avoid facebook, my job is full of typing. I feel trapped, and everyone sympathizes but they don't realize how debilitating it can be.
I feel tired every morning now, no matter how much I slept. I become irritable and angry at work, for no apparent reason. I just want to get out, not have to work, and get better. A lot of times, I feel like just running out of the building and leaving. But I know I can't. I need my job.
Been going to physical therapy and seeing a chiropractor, no relief. I'm still the same after 3 months.
So, yes... I have anxious episodes... but just thinking that I'm the one causing the panic doesn't help. Neither does distracting my mind... I tend to think about things obsessively, constantly. It always just comes right back.
My body feels like it's against me. I don't find the energy or desire to do simple things, anymore. And I feel like crying a lot of the time, and avoiding social situations.
I've lost interest in things. I can't play piano without being in pain. There's so many things I'm not allowed to do.
I wonder how I'll ever get better.
I'll try, but I feel hopeless. There's no end in sight.
Every day I'm in pain. I'm still young... in my 20's... and have carpal tunnel.
It hurts to type in this forum. I avoid facebook, my job is full of typing. I feel trapped, and everyone sympathizes but they don't realize how debilitating it can be.
I feel tired every morning now, no matter how much I slept. I become irritable and angry at work, for no apparent reason. I just want to get out, not have to work, and get better. A lot of times, I feel like just running out of the building and leaving. But I know I can't. I need my job.
Been going to physical therapy and seeing a chiropractor, no relief. I'm still the same after 3 months.
So, yes... I have anxious episodes... but just thinking that I'm the one causing the panic doesn't help. Neither does distracting my mind... I tend to think about things obsessively, constantly. It always just comes right back.
My body feels like it's against me. I don't find the energy or desire to do simple things, anymore. And I feel like crying a lot of the time, and avoiding social situations.
I've lost interest in things. I can't play piano without being in pain. There's so many things I'm not allowed to do.
I wonder how I'll ever get better.
I'll try, but I feel hopeless. There's no end in sight.