obsession with 21 year old's trouble with the law
Posted: Sun Jul 15, 2012 8:22 pm
I really don't know where to start but I know I need help. My son has been dealing in drugs for 3-4 years now and it just continued to get worse. He finally got in so much trouble with the law that I jerked him out of college and put him in in-patient rehab. That went well but my anxiety continue to grow worse. I seemed to be obsessed with worry. He wend to court and got 2-4 years probation. Now all I do is worry that he will break his probation and go to jail and have all those charges on his permenant record. I can't think straight most of the time. I wake up every night and my mind immediately goes to worrying about where he is and what he is doing. Is he going to get in more trouble. He doesn't live with us; he lives near the school campus. I completely support him and I pray and worry constantly. Please help with anythink that you think will help me live a normal life. My husband is tired of it and can't understand. He just wants me to stop. If I could I would have last year. I love this kid to the point of self destruction. I know I am doing this to myself but can't seem to fix it. Thanks