Posted: Thu Jan 17, 2008 3:00 pm
Everytime my husband and I try for a baby I always find myself depressed for the rest of the month. I feel it's too late for us. I'm 39, nearly 40 and my negative thinking says I will never get pregnant.
I even bought one of those ovulation kits and waited for the test to say I was ovulating and still I believe it's not going to happen.
There are other concerns, like my husbands diabetes that poses a challenge. I won't say what it is, but it makes it difficult TTC during my fertile week.
I'm just really blue right now waiting for next week when I'm due. I just know I'm gonna be cursed instead of blessed.
I hope this wasn't TMI and if it I was, I apologize.
I even bought one of those ovulation kits and waited for the test to say I was ovulating and still I believe it's not going to happen.
There are other concerns, like my husbands diabetes that poses a challenge. I won't say what it is, but it makes it difficult TTC during my fertile week.
I'm just really blue right now waiting for next week when I'm due. I just know I'm gonna be cursed instead of blessed.
I hope this wasn't TMI and if it I was, I apologize.