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by tjzaxxer
Thu Aug 08, 2013 9:25 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: depressed with nothing for happiness
Replies: 2
Views: 3946

Re: depressed with nothing for happiness

Thanks, but I'm losing hope as it is and don't want to go down without a fight. I haven't resorted to violence in so long, but it seems to be my only option. Any comments just post them
by tjzaxxer
Sun Jul 28, 2013 11:07 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: depressed with nothing for happiness
Replies: 2
Views: 3946

depressed with nothing for happiness

I have been depressed for so long I don't even know what "happiness" is anymore. My girlfriend barely talks to me and I can't visit her cuz she's five or so states away from me and I have no transportation, money, a place to stay or any of the essentials. If anyone has any ideas or can help I'm all ...
by tjzaxxer
Mon May 13, 2013 4:49 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: so much love for her, no visits
Replies: 4
Views: 7105

Re: so much love for her, no visits

Update on the situation: girlfriend is unable to visit and nobody will hire me so I can get money to visit her myself. I need the money and fast before my deadline. Anybody able to help? Please?? Thank you
by tjzaxxer
Tue May 07, 2013 12:21 am
Forum: Depression
Topic: so much love for her, no visits
Replies: 4
Views: 7105

Re: so much love for her, no visits

Hey people, I've got an update on the situation. Even if I can't make it to Idaho to see my girlfriend, she might be coming by me instead!! I feel so happy and excited, yet a little afraid of first impressions. If anyone has anything to say, just say it, ok? Thanks
by tjzaxxer
Tue Apr 09, 2013 4:57 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: so much love for her, no visits
Replies: 4
Views: 7105

Re: so much love for her, no visits

Yes, I have tried Skype and its just not the same as being by her side. And to make myself clear, I have no money whatsoever. Nobody will hire me, so that's another down side. If you have any other ideas, give them to me. Thanks
by tjzaxxer
Sun Apr 07, 2013 1:50 am
Forum: Depression
Topic: so much love for her, no visits
Replies: 4
Views: 7105

so much love for her, no visits

Hey everyone, I have this girlfriend that I am madly in love with, but there are many obstacles. I can't visit her whenever I want because she's five states away and either way I have no money, no transportation, nothing that can get me to her. She is basically the light of my day; the one who makes...
by tjzaxxer
Thu Dec 20, 2012 1:00 am
Forum: Depression
Topic: fear, love and hatred
Replies: 6
Views: 4763

Re: fear, love and hatred

Just to be clear I have tried talking to him and he and I in the same room usually means trouble. When I was younger, he was never around to help me in any situation. He is always involved in his work and whenever any of us try to approach him, he starts to swear at us. In fact, I don't get along wi...
by tjzaxxer
Wed Dec 19, 2012 12:48 am
Forum: Depression
Topic: fear, love and hatred
Replies: 6
Views: 4763

Re: fear, love and hatred

My feelings of anger and hatred have gotten out of control. My dad is continuing a fight from earlier and there might actually be someone on the floor. I've been ready to cry for days and he doesn't give a f*** about it. I've been on the idea of death for too long and it might occur to me soon; eith...
by tjzaxxer
Sun Nov 25, 2012 5:56 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: depression and many forms of pain(help)
Replies: 1
Views: 2911

Re: depression and many forms of pain(help)

Here is an update on my situation. The physical attacks have been increasing. I'm ready to cry my eyes out, my church, family and most of my friends don't understand me or anything about me. My out of state friends and my girlfriend are my only real help(besides one friend that lives around my neigh...
by tjzaxxer
Mon Nov 19, 2012 9:47 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: depression and many forms of pain(help)
Replies: 1
Views: 2911

depression and many forms of pain(help)

Hey people, I have been depressed for a long time and its effecting me even now. I'm a 17 year old that feels out of place in this world. I et many punches, kicks, slaps, and other physical "attacks", but now it just feels natural to get hit. The pain turns into something better; something that actu...