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by nerveball
Thu Mar 10, 2011 9:04 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: Insane???
Replies: 28
Views: 9185

Re: Insane???

Thanks to both of you for your support. The first best thing I can do for me right now is to get some rest. I am totally exhausted and getting these little spurts of rest is just not cutting it. I don't know anything fun or nice to do for me cause I never even consider that. Maybe after rest I can t...
by nerveball
Tue Mar 08, 2011 9:54 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: Insane???
Replies: 28
Views: 9185

Re: Insane???

My thinking needs to change, which is what this program is all about. Changing surface stuff is apparently easy but getting to the core negative thinking is harder. I think I like myself a little better than before but apparently there is still a lot of hate in there that needs to come out. I think ...
by nerveball
Mon Mar 07, 2011 9:04 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: Insane???
Replies: 28
Views: 9185

Re: Insane???

I think you are confusing me with the other person that posted earlier cause my parents are dead. I need to change me. Thats the answer that I keep getting. I know that I just don't know how or where to start. But I guess I'm on my own with that one. Thanks for listening.
by nerveball
Sat Mar 05, 2011 9:16 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: I feel that I have NO future
Replies: 15
Views: 5893

Re: I feel that I have NO future

Believe me I hear you. You have a future I'm sure, you just can't see it yet. Like me. There is help out there if you hang in there. I'm barely hanging myself but if we help each other we might get somewhere. As down as I am right now I still don't want to see someone else suffer. I don't know how m...
by nerveball
Sat Mar 05, 2011 6:53 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: Insane???
Replies: 28
Views: 9185

Re: Insane???

I did not people please today. I just did what I was supposed to do and stayed away from people and then went home. I almost forgot I had a home its been so long since I've been here during the day. It feels good and bad. It feels good that there is actually time in my day for me but bad because I d...
by nerveball
Fri Mar 04, 2011 10:43 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: Insane???
Replies: 28
Views: 9185

Re: Insane???

I apparently still don't know how to work this thing right and I didn't see all of the responses until after I just posted. It is good to hear from all of you and it is funny cause I am on session 12 now. I understand the concept of I must be getting something out of being like I am but that doesn't...
by nerveball
Fri Mar 04, 2011 10:10 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: Insane???
Replies: 28
Views: 9185

Re: Insane???

I'm making headway today. That is an improvement for me. Admitting that things could possibly be looking up is an accomplishment for me after this slump that I've been in. God answers prayers for sure. I have a ways to go but at least I'm looking forward and not backwards.
by nerveball
Thu Mar 03, 2011 8:15 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: Insane???
Replies: 28
Views: 9185

Re: Insane???

Whatif - I am so confused. Your words sound like greek to me. I guess that shows what shape I'm in right now. You kind of remind me of Mr. Spock on Star Trek - it would be totally illogical to be depressed so therefore do not be. I wish it were that simple for me right now. I'm working on it though.
by nerveball
Fri Feb 25, 2011 9:33 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: Insane???
Replies: 28
Views: 9185

Re: Insane???

what do you mean by am i straight
by nerveball
Sat Feb 19, 2011 10:48 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: Insane???
Replies: 28
Views: 9185

Insane???

This forum has been out of commision for me for a long time. During that time I've been going thru hell and had noone to talk to. Now I feel like noone would want to talk to me. The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. I do the same stup...