Stress Center Peer Support

I noticed a lot of negativity in this post, a lot of "I can't". I am just lost right now, and I am trying to take the time that I need to rest, but I'm struggling with the fact that I put myself in a situation that I never want to be in again.

I am starting to realize just how angry I've been for almost the whole past decade. I get angry because things don't always go my way, and I'm super angry at myself now because I'm losing the man I love over my disorder. I feel defective. I'm angry and scared that I may be destined to be alone which...