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by JT_Money
Tue Dec 07, 2010 9:51 am
Forum: Triumphs
Topic: Love trumps Anxiety (relationship-phobia)
Replies: 12
Views: 11438

Thanks for the reply. I'm still working on coming out of my shell and letting somebody in. I can be a great friend and lots of fun to be around, but when it even looks like the relationship may turn to a date or something more serious, I freeze up and automatically think of every reason in the book ...
by JT_Money
Sat Jul 31, 2010 8:38 am
Forum: Triumphs
Topic: I was able to take a short trip!
Replies: 4
Views: 1562

I'm not house-bound by any stretch, but I'm what I call 'functioning' - I work, I socialize, and I travel places. But its all done with a lot of anxiety attached. Today my family and I went on a short trip out of town, where I wasn't the driver (I hate not driving - its the lack of control thing). W...
by JT_Money
Tue Jul 27, 2010 5:18 am
Forum: Participant Questions & Support
Topic: Spiralling
Replies: 5
Views: 1484

I keep having these anxious thoughts and feelings, as well as depression, although I am just about to start session 4. A lot of my anxiety revolves around eating food outside of my safe place (parents' home) due to a fear of being sick. I have been trying to be diligent about following the program, ...
by JT_Money
Sat Jul 24, 2010 6:16 pm
Forum: Triumphs
Topic: Love trumps Anxiety (relationship-phobia)
Replies: 12
Views: 11438

Relationships are something I have avoided like the plague due to my anxiety. Lots of gals have shown interest (not to sound egotistical or anything) but I always did something to sabotage the potential relationship or come up with excuses why it wouldn't or shouldn't happen. I would love to have a ...
by JT_Money
Sat Jul 24, 2010 8:28 am
Forum: Depression
Topic: How to Defuse Negative Thoughts Related to Depression
Replies: 63
Views: 51395

That's a great little article. Thanks for sharing it!
by JT_Money
Sat Jul 24, 2010 8:20 am
Forum: Prescription Medication Discussion
Topic: Please Read. I need opinions. Thank you
Replies: 5
Views: 1626

I specifically got this program in an attempt to wean myself off medication and gain control over my own thoughts and feelings. I have been on Prozac, Cymbalta, Paxil, now Zoloft. I've tried Xanax (put me to sleep), Lorazepam (not as bad) and now clonazepam for the anxiety. Like you, I have either s...
by JT_Money
Thu Jul 22, 2010 11:55 am
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: Losing Control During An Anxiety Attack
Replies: 9
Views: 2452

For me, the culmination of a REALLY bad panic attack, worst case scenario, is gagging/dry-heaving (I really don't vomit, I just go through the motions). That's when I'm like a 9-10 on the 'Scared Scale'. And it has happened in public (my worst fear). Oddly enough, though, after I get done with my li...
by JT_Money
Thu Jul 22, 2010 11:50 am
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: Worried about falling off the wagon
Replies: 4
Views: 1415

I agree - I had a pretty big slip backwards today, while on Session 3. I had been doing fairly well up until this point. It's the old adage "One step forward, two steps back". In other words, the path to recovery won't be smooth; there's going to be a few rocks to trip over here and there. Don't fal...
by JT_Money
Thu Jul 22, 2010 9:10 am
Forum: Book Club
Topic: Great CBT starter book from sufferer POV
Replies: 78
Views: 46353

Based on this thread I just ordered this book. I'm on session 3 of Lucinda's program, but hit a really rough patch today.
by JT_Money
Thu Jul 22, 2010 8:08 am
Forum: Session 3 - Self Talk: The Key to Healthy Self Esteem
Topic: Setback at work
Replies: 4
Views: 1704

I started a new job a few weeks ago as a certified nurse aide at a hospital. It's my first job as a CNA, and I am in nursing school. Since starting this program, and attempting to utilize its techniques, I have found that my anxiety has actually INCREASED! For example, the last two days on my drive ...