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by JILLIAN44
Wed May 27, 2009 8:14 am
Forum: Depression
Topic: Home today
Replies: 4
Views: 1492

I feel such sadness. I feel lost in it. Oh my gosh! I don't know myself anymore! I woke up crying. At home I have to pretend that I'm fine. My husband, who dosen't even ask how my psychiatric appointment went? Ok, how do you go on when Your parents just died in the last two years and now I have to f...
by JILLIAN44
Tue May 26, 2009 3:53 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: Cymbalta
Replies: 3
Views: 1511

I took this drug for over two weeks! I had a bad reaction to it. I started to get suicidal thoughts and feeling awful. I got off of it. Back on Lexapro and Xanax. That medicine for me is bad news! Anyone else have a reaction like that?
by JILLIAN44
Mon May 18, 2009 12:36 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: Third day in bed.
Replies: 7
Views: 2157

:? This is the third day in bed and I am tired of myself. So I got up and made myself go to my sisters and water while she is away. I'm making myself make dinner. I can't go through life like this. I am a fighter. My father wouldn't want me to do this to myself. I have to start forcing myself to do ...
by JILLIAN44
Sat May 16, 2009 5:13 am
Forum: Depression
Topic: Bad Marriage and depression and loss
Replies: 9
Views: 2843

Hi, everyone. I did go last Thursday to my first counceling appointment and she put me on xanax,cymbalta, and a sleeping pill. She said I had GAD. Anyway I told her about my Mom and Dad dying within two years of eachother and how I am in a bad marriage. He just isn't there emotionally there for me. ...
by JILLIAN44
Thu May 14, 2009 10:15 am
Forum: Depression
Topic: Need encouragement
Replies: 7
Views: 2096

:eek: I am going to my first counseling appointment today. Kind of scared but, have to go. My Mom and Dad died of Cancer within two years of each other. I have been going through two years of hell. I started getting panic attacks and I am so depressed. I am not myself. MY father just passed on Sept....