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by TalulaTalula
Tue Dec 15, 2009 2:51 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: Scared of being scared
Replies: 2
Views: 1179

So I have my highs and lows. Although I am having much more highs since finishing the program, I think I am defiantly at a low. It scares me because I do not want to sink back into my old ways.. I am very scared of this. So now I have anxiety over having anxiety…what is that all about. I think that ...
by TalulaTalula
Thu Nov 05, 2009 2:15 pm
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: Here comes that wierd chill
Replies: 5
Views: 1452

Here it comes again....just when I have a few good weeks...here it comes again. It is always around the bend, letting me know that this is a battle I will fight my whole life.
Who knows...all I know is that here it comes again. How long will it stay this time?
by TalulaTalula
Tue Oct 13, 2009 3:03 pm
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: Flu sets me off and makes me crazy again?
Replies: 4
Views: 1312

I was doing so much better; I started taking Prozac, which is so mild that I was amazed at how much it helped! For a few weeks I was feeling great! My head would start spinning its evil web…and then something miraculous happened…..it stopped! My thoughts did not go round and round the way they alway...
by TalulaTalula
Fri Sep 26, 2008 6:07 pm
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: Always disconnected
Replies: 9
Views: 2418

I have not had an attack for a few weeks now….yay. But I seem to just, I do not know float around. I feel entirely disconnected from my body , and in a weird way feel like I am just watching myself go through the motions of living….but not really enjoying. Kind of like my body does not belong to me....
by TalulaTalula
Sat Sep 20, 2008 2:37 am
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: Can you watch TV?
Replies: 4
Views: 1295

I seem to have a very vivid imagination. I can stress about anything, imagine catastrophes to the detail.. this does not help my anxiety. I was thinking that a lot of my imagination is fueled by the things I am seeing on TV. The diseases I make up for myself are the things I saw on Tues nights episo...
by TalulaTalula
Sun Sep 14, 2008 8:39 am
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: why do I need people to like me?
Replies: 5
Views: 1332

I too often am finding myself trying to please people to an absurd extreme. I do not know why others opinions of me matter so much, but I feel as if someone does not like me I have done something wrong and there is something wrong with me? This has been placing an enormous amount of stress on my alr...
by TalulaTalula
Thu Sep 11, 2008 4:21 pm
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: So scared of recovery..help!
Replies: 6
Views: 1923

I am finding my self recovering and I am terified! I have lived with anxiety and depression my whole life and in a sense feel like I am loosing a piece of my self. I also keep telling my self that as long as I am depressed then it will not hurt as much if something bad happens in my life..this can n...