Stress Center Peer Support

Today I went to a christian bookstore to try to find some relief...and all I got was a lady telling me that I needed to get on some meds. Then I tried to get some support from my husband who acts like this is all new to him. I have had watery eyes all afternoon because I just want to be normal again...

This is my first time putting a message on here..so bare with me. I have had panic attacks for a long time now even as I write this my heart is beating fast and hard.. I find it hard to breathe and even want to stop writing hoping that it will subside. My panic seems to be getting worse and more oft...